When I was a little girl, I knew of God. I always knew there was a God. I believe it is innate in us. Our soul pushes against our hearts from day one and we just know.
He is calling all of us, unceasingly. He loves us unceasingly. Like radio waves. We can turn off the radio, but the radio waves will keep transmitting and find an ear that will listen. We can walk away, but the Voice is in the air, forever calling us. We can choose not to listen, but God will still call. He wants each and every one of us to live an abundant life through Him, now, here on earth.
And, when He calls, He wants you just the way you are. Don't feel like you can't answer because you feel unworthy. Don't feel like you can't answer because you feel like you will have to "give up" something. Believe me, in time, your life will be so filled and you will wonder why you ever "held on" to that vise that held you back.
Listen. Do you hear Him? He wants to pick you up and carry you. He wants to dry your tears, heal your wounds. He wants to tell you how much He loves you. He wants you to know Him.
If you don't have a Bible at home, there are apps for your phone, and links online. Ask Him to speak to you through His Word. Do this daily...you might not hear Him on day one...but once you are "in tune" you will start to feel Him with you.
"For I know the plans I have for you, declares the Lord, plans for welfare and not calamity to give you a future and a hope." Jeremiah 29:11
Be blessed today!